Sometimes you are just meant to be there with yourself alone, because no matter how much you try people tend to always look at your flaws, they'll forget the zillion things or even ten things you did for them and concentrate on the flaws you have. Human Tendency ? May be?
I fail to understand what's that thing which makes it so hard to not care for someone. What is it, that would make you keep caring , somewhere down there, even though you know you are not cared for?
Trying your best to not care makes it harder I believe, the person just keeps coming back to your mind. Why is it so hard to LET GO?
Every fight, every argument , every instance where there is friction between two people, its rarely that only one person thinks about it. That thing remains at the back of the mind for some, for some they show it. Doesn't mean one cares and the other doesn't. Life's a gift someone told me once, and most of the times its that person who would make me re-think , because I never knew a gift is so hard to handle, so difficult to deal with, and comes with so many other surprises, so many things attached to it.
I miss peace. I miss happiness. I miss a few people. I miss hugs. Tight hugs.
I need to get away, need some peace of mind. *sigh*
"Sometimes pain becomes such a big part of our life, and you expect it to always be there, because you can't remember a time that it wasn't". - One Tree Hill.
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