The Name's Negi, Sangya Negi.

I run out of words to describe what this girl is to me.
Ray of sunshine on a dark night, source of happiness when everything is gloomy, peace when there’s CHAOS; always successful in reading my mind and heart :D. The name’s Negi, SANGYA NEGI!
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July 2011, distressed, sad, lost. I was dreading the college admissions. I see this girl in Red (Oh Red was her favourite colour back then, it’s GIRLY PINK now), She’s trying to figure out something, came to my father asking questions and we start talking, exchange numbers. That day, I hadn’t thought she would become what she has become now to me. Last minute admission and this gift wrapped in Red with a scarf around (Little soul is always having cold :P) , she brought back what was lost since long, she brought back me to life, and so, she’s LIFE.
Sometimes you meet someone and in that one meeting , be it just a few minutes or hours, you feel so close and you open so fast that even you don’t realise how it happened. With you, I could share anything and everything. Conversations, those few conversations made me realise, “arey ye mere jaisi hai” ! :D

This girl is my confidant, my lifeline, my saviour, my partner in crime, back bone, counsellor, one person who would never ever judge me, one person who would be okay even if I tell her I murdered someone :D
Need advice, go to her. Need food at 12, Sangya will cooook. Need anything, just say Sangya and the thing is there. You fairy! :*

You’ve showered me enough love to last forever, you’ve seen me at my worst(LITERALLY MY WORST) and you’ve still loved me unconditionally, you’ve made me have faith, you’ve made me survive HNLU (TOUGHEST THING EVER), you’ve made me feel special, you’ve saved me from so many things, you’ve taken care of me like no one else, you’ve tolerated my hunger anger, you’ve made me believe that some people don’t leave you ever, you’ve given me another family that loves me dearly, and you’ve given me reasons to LIVE, when I had all the reasons to not (atleast I thought so at that time :D )

Sangya, in these five years of college life, the one thing that I am thankful to college for is YOU. Had you not been here, I wouldn’t have survived college and life. I can go on and on, because you woman deserve it all.
With chaos in your life, you handle things so beautifully, that I end up loving you more and then how can I miss mentioning your rib-crushing hugs!
Thank you , Thank you for being YOU. Thank you for being there. Thank you for saving me. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for making me a better person everyday. Thank you for letting me be who I am, yet letting me become a better human being every single day. :*

I love you way to much to write it down in words.

Tum na hoti toh zindagi adhuri hoti. :)

So, as you turn older, I wish that your heart’s deepest desires are fulfilled, may your skin become flawless, and teeth remain intact, may your hair be frizz-free, and may the food you eat never makes you gain weight! :P
And I hope every time you make a wish, somewhere there’s a shooting star that makes sure that it comes true!

Happpy Birthdayyy Womaniya! :*
Go eat the entire cake, and start thinking of what the cake for Birthday '17 would be! :P

My Jigar ka Tukda :*

 

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Lovee

xx

Year One. Law School. Part 2. " The Dilli Girl."

So while on the train from home to Raipur, I was keeping a track of things happening in college through this "Dilli Girl" , I met during the admissions. So, the first thing that came into my mind after our first phone conversation was , " Dude, finally someone who speaks as much as I do" :D hahaha. *Don't kill me babe, you know I love you.*

It's strange, sometimes you end up with people you thought you will never even speak to, Life is so unpredictable. This "Dilli Girl" is Sangya Negi. The one I thought will never speak to anyone and would keep to herself, but NO! She's all smiling, waving to people and the best part, she ends up being my reason for surviving college till today. 

So Sangya Negi, is from "Gurgaon", and when you first know this, you would imagine her to be hi-fi , arrogant, oh I am so cool kinds, but NO.! She's sweet, warm, welcoming, adorable, mature and I can go on and on. You dont really look for people who you just FIT with, but sometimes you end up with exactly the person you need. So this girl was the first gift "Law School" gave me. The sole reason why I have survived the eight semesters, the only person who could get me at one go, (LET ME TELL YOU, IT'S NOT THAT EASY), the person who I was lucky to meet, the person I trust with my life, the person I can kill for, the person in college who I owe my law school life to. :)

They say, sometimes it takes years to build a friendship and sometimes just a few moments, and that was what happened. A few moments here and there, and it was as if we knew each other since long. Endless conversations about everything, from a freaking earring to some life decision as to what is to be done after 5 years. There wasn't anything which we won't talk about. (AND THEN PEOPLE ACTUALLY THOUGHT WE TALK ABOUT THEM, WE NEED TO STOP TALKING ABOUT OURSELVES FIRST FOR THAT, DUHH) Life was good.

Slowly, that feeling of missing home subsided, the feeling of HNLU being a second home had seeped in, I was happy , YES. (There were a few expectations from college , people and probably they weren't the same, but then "DILLI GIRL" was there). 

Trips to the city, a few additions to US happened, here and there meeting new people, getting to know things around, College life just began, and there was so much more to explore, learn and see. I was excited and worried like a little kid is when he/she first goes to school. 

Bring it on LIFE, I am eagerly waiting to see you closely , I said and this was a KICKASS start to the new phase called, "COLLEGE". 

Love
xx

She will kill me for this. Semester III.

FOOOD MAKES US HAPPY. ALWAYS. <3 td="">

Needless to say, what you MEAN to me, and always WILL! :*

You Pretty WOMAN, SANGYA! 

Growing Up wouldn't have been the Same without You Jas! :)

It took me great time to think of a title for this one,
Probably because like I was unsure of how to start or infact what to write in this one, I was unsure of what to title it as.
This post was to come long back , write then when the person this post is about was there around all the time, but better late than never, they say.

I'l start with, I dont think I ever was the best friend she was to me , because I did blunders unknowingly or not I don't know, but I did,
Knowing her since childhood, but never was close, I still dont know what got us close but then 7th grade did wonders to our friendship!
Ups and Downs, Laughter and Tears, Fights and make-ups, SO MUCH,
so much I went through all with her, standing strong, and I dont know how, but LIFE would have been DIFFERENT had she not been there, I would HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT, had she not been there.
She was my FIRST best friend, the one you make when you start growing up! The one who knows how stupid , kiddish I was , the one who just loved the kid in me, the one was genuine, the one who was fragile, the first one to be that close to me , the first one to wipe my tears, the first one to ever make me feel loved and cared for! :)

Let's just describe her : You've been my strength all along, when I was too young to be INDEPENDENT!

She was, She is :
Amazingly caring, very sweet, She just managed to read my mind, my heart, it was Strange but yes, I never had to tell her I am upset, or something, she would just know it,
Grade 7th, 8th ,9 th and 10th!
FOUR years, she was a shoulder to cry on, someone to listen when my endless talks wont end,
we played, we roamed, we laughed, we chatted (Another story this is), never did it happen that I didnt smile when she tried to make me,
turned my tears into smiles, understood me well, Let me say, "BETTER than I did",
Never did hurt me, but I did, and I am Sorry for every bit of it.

Then we parted, but we were together again, sadly , NOT THAT CLOSE, still, she was the same, that caring, that loving, the difference was, "We just could'nt get that close", and that will always always be lamented by me!

This post, because somehow at times I miss her so much, that it hits the innermost part of my heart, and unable to do anything, I just sit wonder, and hope , (STUPID HOPE THIS IS), that we'l get back to the same old thing again, lets hope lets wish! :)

I never did, I never got a chance,
but I need to thank you for being there through all the shit that happened, and making me feel loved and cared for.
You are a part of so many memories, the ones which I can never forget, the ones which still make me smile, the ones which I miss,
I have missed you, I still miss you, and I will always miss you. <3

Love , so much love,
xDivyax