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Wednesday 13 February 2013

Valentine's and HER STORY .

She wasn't the kind of girl that everyone thought her to be, There was so much behind that smile, that laughter, that ever bubbly, happy-go-lucky nature, something which made her cry at nights, when everyone thought she was at peace. Something which can kill but not make you dead, a story which could have made anyone, ANYONE break, but not her, she gathered herself and carried on..

To the world, her life is perfect, She's single, rich, pettish , popular, social, has so many friends, but there's something which has been constantly killing her since 2 years now, and its harder day by day , because that one scar just wont go, probably because that scar is not the one which time can heal.
Losing someone you love can be in several ways, sometimes they leave you because they no more love you , or they realise they never did and sometimes life takes them away from you for FOREVER, they go in some other world where sadly you can't be, there's love which just cannot go from your heart, because there's no reason to not love that person who made you fall in love with yourself, your life, who was what people say PERFECT for you.There are a zillion memories which you remember whenever you cross a street , whenever you go out to a place where you both sat and talked. Memories which haunt you, no matter how much you try time wont fade them out.

She realised this everyday that , He's GONE, and no matter what nothing , NOTHING can bring him back, and there was nothing she could do about it. She was a strong girl, and her story could never be completed, She was loved , She loved, but one day, and it took the love of her life away forever, and since then she's been fighting her tears, keeping it all inside her, while people see the HAPPY HER, She's been hoping to find someone who'll see how deep she's hurt, who'll be the plastic surgeon to remove the scar, who'll love her the same way HE did, who'll just love the REAL Girl she is, Emotional, Sensitive, Caring, Loving, and Very Mature, because not everyone is strong enough to deal with DEATH of the first guy they ever Loved. The first guy who she has memories of growing up together, of sneaking out, of just sitting there talking and so many more. 

Its valentines and I feel so stupid, because people think they need one day to express LOVE to the person they love, ONE WEEK and so much DRAMA. 
Love and its misuse, TRUST and its misuse. SAD .

I am not valentine-less, I always have a few people I have loved and will always love forever. My family as a whole, My best friends and  the very few people I LOVE LIKE CRAZY. I have loved you before this day, and I'll love you for the coming days.! 


PS. This one's a dedication to the girl I have written about. YOU ARE A STRONG KID and you are IMMENSELY loved. I need not say anything more, because you are one of MY STRENGTHS, and I love you!

xx
Divya