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Thursday 28 June 2012

Growing Up wouldn't have been the Same without You Jas! :)

It took me great time to think of a title for this one,
Probably because like I was unsure of how to start or infact what to write in this one, I was unsure of what to title it as.
This post was to come long back , write then when the person this post is about was there around all the time, but better late than never, they say.

I'l start with, I dont think I ever was the best friend she was to me , because I did blunders unknowingly or not I don't know, but I did,
Knowing her since childhood, but never was close, I still dont know what got us close but then 7th grade did wonders to our friendship!
Ups and Downs, Laughter and Tears, Fights and make-ups, SO MUCH,
so much I went through all with her, standing strong, and I dont know how, but LIFE would have been DIFFERENT had she not been there, I would HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT, had she not been there.
She was my FIRST best friend, the one you make when you start growing up! The one who knows how stupid , kiddish I was , the one who just loved the kid in me, the one was genuine, the one who was fragile, the first one to be that close to me , the first one to wipe my tears, the first one to ever make me feel loved and cared for! :)

Let's just describe her : You've been my strength all along, when I was too young to be INDEPENDENT!
She was, She is :
Amazingly caring, very sweet, She just managed to read my mind, my heart, it was Strange but yes, I never had to tell her I am upset, or something, she would just know it,
Grade 7th, 8th ,9 th and 10th!
FOUR years, she was a shoulder to cry on, someone to listen when my endless talks wont end,
we played, we roamed, we laughed, we chatted (Another story this is), never did it happen that I didnt smile when she tried to make me,
turned my tears into smiles, understood me well, Let me say, "BETTER than I did",
Never did hurt me, but I did, and I am Sorry for every bit of it.

Then we parted, but we were together again, sadly , NOT THAT CLOSE, still, she was the same, that caring, that loving, the difference was, "We just could'nt get that close", and that will always always be lamented by me!

This post, because somehow at times I miss her so much, that it hits the innermost part of my heart, and unable to do anything, I just sit wonder, and hope , (STUPID HOPE THIS IS), that we'l get back to the same old thing again, lets hope lets wish! :)

I never did, I never got a chance,
but I need to thank you for being there through all the shit that happened, and making me feel loved and cared for.
You are a part of so many memories, the ones which I can never forget, the ones which still make me smile, the ones which I miss,
I have missed you, I still miss you, and I will always miss you. <3

Love , so much love,
xDivyax