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Sunday 16 February 2014

It's never enough. NEVER.

Efforts. Efforts they say always count, in every field, be it relationships, friendships, academics and LIFE in general. But at this one point of time, it strikes you it's never enough. You may end up changing yourself for someone, but sometimes all they can see is all the flaws in you. 
We are human beings, and we are flawed, but when we are aware of them and we try and work on it,  and then one thing which makes you stop doing it , when the people closest to you won't appreciate the effort. Fine, don't appreciate but stop saying that there's no effort. 

They say, things change, things work when you want them to, but I think, no matter what you do, when something is not pleasant to the eye, that person would probably not say it, but it's there , there right in the heart, which you cannot see, but it comes only when there's an emotional outburst. So how long can one explain things? How long can one hope that things would be forgotten, things would not be mentioned because they are so futile.? How long?

Truth is of various kinds, one is the truth that'll be exactly what it is, it's harsh but it's real and it surely is something that is  not good to hear , the second is polished truth, so it's more like stating the facts but well you coat it with other things so that it's not unpleasant and not at all harsh. The third is manipulated truth, which I don't really consider in the category of truth. 
When people lie, knowing that the truth hurts, the one aspect they miss is that when the truth will come out, the hurt would be graver, it would be deeper and it'll take a longer time to heal, to be forgotten.

There comes a time when you want to give up on everything; friendships, relationships, hardships, on LIFE.
At that time, if you're lucky, someone would be there, to make you come back to life and deal with it, but at times the person you need to pick yourself up, is the only person who you are tired of explaining things, and when that happens, you realise, it's NEVER enough, it NEVER was, NEVER will be. 

Here it is then. I QUIT.

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